Non-stop sickness

Okay so just when I think Teagan is going to be healthy for a while, here comes more sickness. Took her to the Dr. and she said its just a virus has to run its course but I HATE her being sick. Needless to say I have had less then 3 hours of sleep in like 3 days and I am about to go CRAZY!. Ryan really tries to help but I just feel as her mama its MY responsibility to get her better . Hard for me to accept the fact that I can not do anything but what I am already doing. Yet what I am doing feels like I am torturing her, every time I give Tylenol and Motrin she screams and spits now so she wont swallow. Ends up gagging herself and even vomits sometimes sad I know! Then when I suction out her nose you would think I was murdering her screaming bloody murder. Hurts my heart but as I type it kinda makes me laugh since its ridiculous really. So we are going to beach this week, pretty excited down to Virginia Beach for a night with My mother in-law and then off to Duck for a few days with my father in-law and family. They rented a huge house and I really am going to try to relax however anyone who knows me knows darn well that is not going to happen. I am so uptight about everything and I really do not know how to loosen up. Anyways I am going to try because this week has been really hard on me. Enough about that Dakota is doing GREAT! potty is going well and she is starting to recognize some alphabet letters, which I am very happy about I feel it is a little late but I am just glad it is happening now. She is starting Pre-school in September and I think this is going to be really good for her I feel like she is going to excel in all of the academics taught there. She is a very learns very quickly. I also am excited she will be meeting kids her age that will be going to the same school as she will be  (if we stay here in Virginia). Ry and I still want to move, we are ready to take on the world! My sisters boyfriend Cole got us this webcam so we can skype with the family!!! It was such a great suprise!!!! here is a pic of Ryan and Kota playing with it.

So we will have LOTS of pictures to come when we get back from the beach. Really excited to take some of just my little family!! Fun in the sun I really hope I can get some color on my white butt!!! well hope all is well with all of you we love you and will update soon!!
Love The Brownies!